a piece of me

I want to be loved but much more
I want to find the Ability within myself to fully love another.
The thought of this haunts me.
I don't want to be old and alone
I want to fully love and fully be loved (how can I be fully loved if I can't give my love in return?)

I hate being vulnerable.
It's hard for me to love. This makes me question what went wrong in my past.